8.6.13

love so true (the one for me)

mila kunis reminds me of you
innocent beauty and eyes so true
from the first moment i always knew
you were the one for me

this could be your song
because i love you
and loving you was never wrong
love so true

this could be your song
love is always new
and in love is where we belong
love so true

the magic moment feeling
it never said goodbye
and neither did we
we cannot live a lie
you are my cara mia
and i don't want to die
we share a destiny
a love that never dies
in memories i see
the promise in your eyes

mila kunis reminds me
of your innocent beauty
the first moment i saw you
i knew you were the one

and this could be your song
because i love you
and true love once begun
is never done

this could be repeated forever

mila kunis reminds me of you
innocent beauty and eyes so true
from the first moment i always knew
you were the one for me

1.12.12

last night, 1973

last night, back in 1973 there was an icy rain falling last night, back in 1973 there was a broken heart calling as she stood there wet and shivering not wanting to say goodbyes i could see the agony pouring from her eyes as we came together one last time not wanting it to end i could see the tragedy of losing my best friend last night, somewhere back in time two souls were once in love last night, somewhere back in rhyme tears fell from the stars above as she walked away into the dark dreams crumbled and died i could see illusions telling us we lied as we closed our eyes one last time changing goals and roles i could see the confusion swallowing our souls the scars of the first kiss still burn somehow the world continued to turn the greatest story ever told suddenly got old last night, a long time ago what do you remember today? last night, a long rhyme ago what is there left to say? maybe we never knew was love ever that true? somewhere from out of the blue last night, was that you?

because i was

what does it mean, once in love
that it only happened one time
that there is no going back
that it changes everything forever

once in love, there is no going back
you can try to undo it, deny and regret
you can drink or drug yourself stupid
but there is no way your heart can forget

once in love, you are forever changed
love rewrites all the rules of life's game
even if it goes by fast, even if it does not last
you wake up, and nothing is the same

and the saddest feeling of all is when you're the only one to fall
and the happiest feeling of all is when you share the fall
if you've never been in love you never know
but once in love, you understand the glow
once in love, life takes on a glow

and i still remember
though it was long ago
i still remember
how life would glow

and i still remember
love made life pause
i know once in love, always in love
because i was

...

2.7.12

where it all began

this simple madness
through complex actions
the thread so lost and overdue
the message isn't coming through

this end of the world
that never came
can we return to where it all began
and find it's still the same

where it all began
the big bang
the end of the innocence
the song we sang

where it all began
and life was done
the moment you said we were no no more
i began... living on the run

it was a time before we knew the life that modern humans live
free of the fears that condemn people to take more than they give
it was a way that children know but somehow they learn to forget
and wonder why the they left behind the one true love
and replaced it with regret

and every moment was magic that felt forever
and every time we touch the universe would sing
as in your eyes my love was born and in your heart my love would live
beyond the end of time no matter what a life time would bring

and now those days are memories that always live inside my heart
and in those moments deep inside we know we'll never be apart
if fantasy is all this is then fantasy is what life shall be
for nothing has ever come close to what you still mean to me
you mean everything to me

this simple madness
through complex actions
the thread so lost and overdue
the message is still coming through

this end of the world
that never came
we can return to where it all began
inside it's still the same

where it all began
the big bang
the end of the innocence
the song we sang

where it all began
and life was done
you never said goodbye you know
we just began... living on the run

to fit in to the human life
grown up and responible
we just had to give up the life
that was so beautiful

the innocence of love is still
alive somewhere inside
and no matter what life may bring
our song still sings inside
our song has never lied
our love has never died

where it all began
whatever we've become
we will always know the love inside
even living on the run

where it all began
whatever we have done
we will always be in love inside
inside we know... we've only just begun

10.6.12

who are you?


i want to write to you again
but who are you?

are you a memory?
are you a fantasy?
are you anyone remotely related to this life i know
do you even know me?
can our love ever be?
am i a fool to think you'd ever come to never let me go?

somewhere in my dreams i see your face
somewhere in my heart i feel the rhythm of your soul
somewhere in my life you took first place
and returning to you has been my only lifelong goal

i want to sing to you again
nothing's more true

the sweetest melody
the perfect harmony
the wonder of a love so pure it lives beyond the end of time
beyond eternity
beyond infinity
beyond any explanation we are the quintessential rhyme

as two people are one in some way life can't explain
we are as real as anything as if we share one brain
we live the magic moment every fairy tale dreams of
the passion and the potion of the first and only love

nothing's more true
i wish i knew
who are you?

18.1.12

if nobody reads

i may want to be in love again
do i let myself desire
come on baby light my fire

do i raise the stakes
beyond all heartbreaks
to the pain

and then i wrote
silly serious secure guy
who is anything but normal
tolerates humanity
most days

flipping between
wanting to hitch a ride
off this planet
to wanting to
save the world

but sometimes wondering why
(endless hope sprinkled with lots of cynicism, or vice versa)
too complex for those who won't really listen,
too simple for those who do...
still looking for my 42.

you fit me
and i fit you
in ways words can not describe...

and i raise the stakes
beyond all heartbreaks
to the pain

everywhere i look i see the empty eyes
and no surprise
everywhere i go i find the vast unwise
and no surprise

it is unfinished.

and if nobody read
and if nobody hears
does the song exist
do the feelings
do i?

and if nobody reads
and if nobody hears
what is really missed
are there feelings
am i?

are you
my 42?

too complex for those who won't really listen,
too simple for those who do...
still looking for my 42.


25.8.11

with the phone

i take the phone with me when i walk the dog
hoping i will hear it ring
i live a lonely life these days
all about me, that's why i sing
maybe you will hear me
maybe you will care
maybe you will come near me
maybe you will share

i take the phone with me when i take a shower
hoping i will hear it ring
i am tired of living alone
only with me, that's why i sing
maybe you will hear me
maybe you will care
maybe you will come near me
maybe you will share

believing in love
wanting to be in love
living alone
living with the phone

believing in life
wanting to be a wife
out on my own
making it on my own

i take the phone with me when i go to movies
hoping i will feel it ring
yes i go to the movies by myself
all by myself, just hoping
maybe you will hear me
maybe you will care
maybe you will come near me
maybe you will share

i take keep the phone with me when i watch tv
hoping i will hear it ring
does this sound familiar?
is this a song you can sing
maybe you will hear me
maybe you will care
maybe you will come near me
maybe you will share

believing in love
wanting to be in love
living alone
living with the phone

believing in love
wanting to be in love
out on my own
making it on my own

the phone sits on my chest as i sleep
dreaming it will wake me
dreaming it will take me
to falling in love

believing in love
wanting to be in love
living alone
living with the phone