27.12.14

friends

this is how it used to be
when you were in love with me
the words fell into rhyme
the music fell in time
and life was a euphoric ecstasy

now i don't know what to do
cuz i am still in love with you
even after all this time
you are still my most sublime
it might not make sense but it's true
(i'm still in love with you)

some may think this is sad
some may say i've lost my mind
is it crazy to be happy
i did not leave you behind

when i promised i will love you
i meant till the end of all time
maybe most people just say it
i think that is the sad crime

but you don't have to agree with me
you can be anyone you want to be
and if you didn't mean it that's ok
i still love you anyway

this is how it's meant to be
love is for eternity
love can never end
love cannot pretend
love is a euphoric ecstasy

this is the best i can do
don't pretend you never knew
this is what the heart dreams of
time does not change true love
it doesn't have to make sense to be true
(i can still be in love with you)

i don't mean to scare you
or interfere in your life
it's ok if you don't want me
and you're someone else's wife

we don't have to be together
we may never meet again
but as sure as there is
i will always be your friend

this is how it's meant to be
love is not a fantasy
love can never end
and i am still your friend
for all eternity

this is how it's meant to be
love is my reality
love cannot pretend
love can never end
time does not change what is true
i will always be here for you
if you ever need anything
i will always be here for you

16.12.14

with you

the most real i ever felt
the most love i ever felt
the most trust i ever felt
the most right i ever felt
yes it's true

all the wonder and excitement i've known throughout this life
and there has been a lot
does not compared with the time i fell in love for the first time
and i almost forgot

they say you can't go home again and i guess this is what they mean
but how can i not
the foundation for my understanding love and happiness
i almost forgot

the most real i ever felt
the most love i ever felt
the most trust i ever felt
the most right i ever felt
was with you

i've written a few love songs since the first
but somehow they always always felt incomplete
like i could not find a drink to quench my thirst
i searched from the penthouses to the street

there were others who became part of my heart
and we tried to deny what we knew was true
when we'd get near the core of the bottom of my heart
we were not alone for there we would find you

you lived in my heart
you became my heart
i should have known from the start

you lived in my heart
we could not be apart
and it may not be very smart
but you still live in my heart
you are still in my heart
you are still my heart

and all the wonder and excitement i've known throughout this life
and there has been a lot
does not compared with the time i fell in love for the first time
and i almost forgot

they say you can't go home again and i guess this is what they mean
but how can i not
the foundation for my understanding love and happiness
i almost forgot

the most real i ever felt
the most love i ever felt
the most trust i ever felt
the most right i ever felt
was with you

8.6.13

love so true (the one for me)

mila kunis reminds me of you
innocent beauty and eyes so true
from the first moment i always knew
you were the one for me

this could be your song
because i love you
and loving you was never wrong
love so true

this could be your song
love is always new
and in love is where we belong
love so true

the magic moment feeling
it never said goodbye
and neither did we
we cannot live a lie
you are my cara mia
and i don't want to die
we share a destiny
a love that never dies
in memories i see
the promise in your eyes

mila kunis reminds me
of your innocent beauty
the first moment i saw you
i knew you were the one

and this could be your song
because i love you
and true love once begun
is never done

this could be repeated forever

mila kunis reminds me of you
innocent beauty and eyes so true
from the first moment i always knew
you were the one for me

1.12.12

last night, 1973

last night, back in 1973 there was an icy rain falling last night, back in 1973 there was a broken heart calling as she stood there wet and shivering not wanting to say goodbyes i could see the agony pouring from her eyes as we came together one last time not wanting it to end i could see the tragedy of losing my best friend last night, somewhere back in time two souls were once in love last night, somewhere back in rhyme tears fell from the stars above as she walked away into the dark dreams crumbled and died i could see illusions telling us we lied as we closed our eyes one last time changing goals and roles i could see the confusion swallowing our souls the scars of the first kiss still burn somehow the world continued to turn the greatest story ever told suddenly got old last night, a long time ago what do you remember today? last night, a long rhyme ago what is there left to say? maybe we never knew was love ever that true? somewhere from out of the blue last night, was that you?

because i was

what does it mean, once in love
that it only happened one time
that there is no going back
that it changes everything forever

once in love, there is no going back
you can try to undo it, deny and regret
you can drink or drug yourself stupid
but there is no way your heart can forget

once in love, you are forever changed
love rewrites all the rules of life's game
even if it goes by fast, even if it does not last
you wake up, and nothing is the same

and the saddest feeling of all is when you're the only one to fall
and the happiest feeling of all is when you share the fall
if you've never been in love you never know
but once in love, you understand the glow
once in love, life takes on a glow

and i still remember
though it was long ago
i still remember
how life would glow

and i still remember
love made life pause
i know once in love, always in love
because i was

...

2.7.12

where it all began

this simple madness
through complex actions
the thread so lost and overdue
the message isn't coming through

this end of the world
that never came
can we return to where it all began
and find it's still the same

where it all began
the big bang
the end of the innocence
the song we sang

where it all began
and life was done
the moment you said we were no no more
i began... living on the run

it was a time before we knew the life that modern humans live
free of the fears that condemn people to take more than they give
it was a way that children know but somehow they learn to forget
and wonder why the they left behind the one true love
and replaced it with regret

and every moment was magic that felt forever
and every time we touch the universe would sing
as in your eyes my love was born and in your heart my love would live
beyond the end of time no matter what a life time would bring

and now those days are memories that always live inside my heart
and in those moments deep inside we know we'll never be apart
if fantasy is all this is then fantasy is what life shall be
for nothing has ever come close to what you still mean to me
you mean everything to me

this simple madness
through complex actions
the thread so lost and overdue
the message is still coming through

this end of the world
that never came
we can return to where it all began
inside it's still the same

where it all began
the big bang
the end of the innocence
the song we sang

where it all began
and life was done
you never said goodbye you know
we just began... living on the run

to fit in to the human life
grown up and responible
we just had to give up the life
that was so beautiful

the innocence of love is still
alive somewhere inside
and no matter what life may bring
our song still sings inside
our song has never lied
our love has never died

where it all began
whatever we've become
we will always know the love inside
even living on the run

where it all began
whatever we have done
we will always be in love inside
inside we know... we've only just begun

10.6.12

who are you?


i want to write to you again
but who are you?

are you a memory?
are you a fantasy?
are you anyone remotely related to this life i know
do you even know me?
can our love ever be?
am i a fool to think you'd ever come to never let me go?

somewhere in my dreams i see your face
somewhere in my heart i feel the rhythm of your soul
somewhere in my life you took first place
and returning to you has been my only lifelong goal

i want to sing to you again
nothing's more true

the sweetest melody
the perfect harmony
the wonder of a love so pure it lives beyond the end of time
beyond eternity
beyond infinity
beyond any explanation we are the quintessential rhyme

as two people are one in some way life can't explain
we are as real as anything as if we share one brain
we live the magic moment every fairy tale dreams of
the passion and the potion of the first and only love

nothing's more true
i wish i knew
who are you?