20.5.16

are you out there?

are you out there?
are you listening?
do you ever wonder why we fell apart?

are you in there?
are you wondering?
do you ever find me in your heart?

the girl I knew believed in love that had no end
so how can we not even be friends?
the girl I knew had a heart so pure and true
I wonder what happened to you?

Did you compromise
with a world of lies
Just to fit in with the popular crowd?

Did you sell your soul
and give up control
of the magic that they said was not allowed?

are you pretending now that it's not there?
do you really think your heart doesn't care?
would you be surprised to wake up in the night
to find a haunted soul still seeking the light?

no one's watching now
you can be at ease
you can tell the truth at least to yourself

when you give up on love
you let part of you die
and your dreams are left to dust upon a shelf

it is not too late
as long as you live
you can still be real and true to your heart

I am still right here
and yes I still care
for true love has no end once it starts

are you out there?
are you listening?
do you ever wonder why we fell apart?

are you in there?
are you wondering?
do you ever find me in your heart?

the girl I knew believed in love that had no end
so how can we not even be friends?
the girl I knew had a heart so pure and true
and I know she is still you
yes I know she is still you.

27.11.15

the best choice

sitting home alone saving some money
finding the internet both sad and funny
hoping to find some friends who understand
why i resist the success in this land

politics, religion, and economic wealth
are power trips i don't want for myself
distractions from what matters most in life
sharing love with a partner husband or wife

money does not matter in true love
power trips only get in the way
gender does not matter in true love
all divisive games that people play
when they're afraid of trust and love
all i want in life is trust and love
all i want in life is true love
all i want in life is true love

can you still trust unconditionally
as you did when you were born?
i am looking for someone who still can

can you give your heart completely
as you did before it broke?
it is possible if you understand

power does not matter in true love
trying to control just gets in the way
freedom is the essence of true love
trust above all else, come what may
and fear is the enermy to overcome
along with the pain that makes you numb
don't let your heart turn blind deaf and dumb
let true love be your primary drum

you can still trust unconditionally
as you did when you were born
if you let go of the fear and see the pain

as proof that you can give your heart completely
and realize there is no better choice
but to do it all over again
you can start all over again

just let go of all fear
give in to your heart
it only wants to care
it has from the start
accept that the best choice
is to risk it all again
and you will find true love
like rainbows find the rain

just realize there is no better choice
but to do it all over again
and you can start all over again
yes you can start all over again
just do it and start all over again

14.3.15

when i had the time

this is how it used to be
when i had the time
to let my mind wander through
whatever it might find
imagination, fantasies
flowing into rhyme
dreams to come and dreams gone by
nothing left behind
when i had the time

memories became epic conversations
between the voices deep inside my head
hopes and dreams became infinite variations
wherever imagination lead

sometimes real desires
sometimes other's fires
observations, inspirations
everything inspires

being without fear
no inhibitions allow
free creativity
have we forgotten how
or are we there right now

she was the perfection i always dreamed of
fitting every part of me so exactly
there could be no better actualized true love
and when she went away i died
rhyme cried

and memories replaced reality
fantasies replaced my sanity
she was all that i wanted to see
dreaming was the best i could do
to be the best i could be

and i came to realize
when the perfection dies
and the rhyme cries
but true love never lies

and i'd remember
when i had the time
and i can still dream
when i have the time

she is the perfection i always dreamed of
fitting every part of me so exactly
there could be no better actualized true love
i just had to close my eyes so i could see
and she never went away in my mind
she has always live in my rhyme
this is how it used to be
when i had the time

yes, this is how it used to be
when i had the time
to let my mind wander through
whatever it might find
imagination, fantasies
flowing into rhyme
dreams to come and dreams gone by
nothing left behind
when i had the time

27.12.14

friends

this is how it used to be
when you were in love with me
the words fell into rhyme
the music fell in time
and life was a euphoric ecstasy

now i don't know what to do
cuz i am still in love with you
even after all this time
you are still my most sublime
it might not make sense but it's true
(i'm still in love with you)

some may think this is sad
some may say i've lost my mind
is it crazy to be happy
i did not leave you behind

when i promised i will love you
i meant till the end of all time
maybe most people just say it
i think that is the sad crime

but you don't have to agree with me
you can be anyone you want to be
and if you didn't mean it that's ok
i still love you anyway

this is how it's meant to be
love is for eternity
love can never end
love cannot pretend
love is a euphoric ecstasy

this is the best i can do
don't pretend you never knew
this is what the heart dreams of
time does not change true love
it doesn't have to make sense to be true
(i can still be in love with you)

i don't mean to scare you
or interfere in your life
it's ok if you don't want me
and you're someone else's wife

we don't have to be together
we may never meet again
but as sure as there is
i will always be your friend

this is how it's meant to be
love is not a fantasy
love can never end
and i am still your friend
for all eternity

this is how it's meant to be
love is my reality
love cannot pretend
love can never end
time does not change what is true
i will always be here for you
if you ever need anything
i will always be here for you

16.12.14

with you

the most real i ever felt
the most love i ever felt
the most trust i ever felt
the most right i ever felt
yes it's true

all the wonder and excitement i've known throughout this life
and there has been a lot
does not compared with the time i fell in love for the first time
and i almost forgot

they say you can't go home again and i guess this is what they mean
but how can i not
the foundation for my understanding love and happiness
i almost forgot

the most real i ever felt
the most love i ever felt
the most trust i ever felt
the most right i ever felt
was with you

i've written a few love songs since the first
but somehow they always always felt incomplete
like i could not find a drink to quench my thirst
i searched from the penthouses to the street

there were others who became part of my heart
and we tried to deny what we knew was true
when we'd get near the core of the bottom of my heart
we were not alone for there we would find you

you lived in my heart
you became my heart
i should have known from the start

you lived in my heart
we could not be apart
and it may not be very smart
but you still live in my heart
you are still in my heart
you are still my heart

and all the wonder and excitement i've known throughout this life
and there has been a lot
does not compared with the time i fell in love for the first time
and i almost forgot

they say you can't go home again and i guess this is what they mean
but how can i not
the foundation for my understanding love and happiness
i almost forgot

the most real i ever felt
the most love i ever felt
the most trust i ever felt
the most right i ever felt
was with you

8.6.13

love so true (the one for me)

mila kunis reminds me of you
innocent beauty and eyes so true
from the first moment i always knew
you were the one for me

this could be your song
because i love you
and loving you was never wrong
love so true

this could be your song
love is always new
and in love is where we belong
love so true

the magic moment feeling
it never said goodbye
and neither did we
we cannot live a lie
you are my cara mia
and i don't want to die
we share a destiny
a love that never dies
in memories i see
the promise in your eyes

mila kunis reminds me
of your innocent beauty
the first moment i saw you
i knew you were the one

and this could be your song
because i love you
and true love once begun
is never done

this could be repeated forever

mila kunis reminds me of you
innocent beauty and eyes so true
from the first moment i always knew
you were the one for me

1.12.12

last night, 1973

last night, back in 1973 there was an icy rain falling last night, back in 1973 there was a broken heart calling as she stood there wet and shivering not wanting to say goodbyes i could see the agony pouring from her eyes as we came together one last time not wanting it to end i could see the tragedy of losing my best friend last night, somewhere back in time two souls were once in love last night, somewhere back in rhyme tears fell from the stars above as she walked away into the dark dreams crumbled and died i could see illusions telling us we lied as we closed our eyes one last time changing goals and roles i could see the confusion swallowing our souls the scars of the first kiss still burn somehow the world continued to turn the greatest story ever told suddenly got old last night, a long time ago what do you remember today? last night, a long rhyme ago what is there left to say? maybe we never knew was love ever that true? somewhere from out of the blue last night, was that you?