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a long time ago i fell in love
and i am still in love with that girl
the hunger to love has never diminished
it is my reason for being in this world
over and over i've fallen in love
but only a few times i tried
i never wanted the relationships to end
and i never said goodbye
but i'm still looking for the one
who will never leave
i'm still looking for the one
who will understand why i grieve
every love that has ever come before
for love should never come to an end
every love is part of every love
fall in love with that my friend
and you might understand me
and you might be the one
my love is never ending
and we've only just begun
over and over i've fallen in love
but only a few times i tried
i never wanted the relationships to end
and i never said goodbye
but i'm still looking for the one
who will never leave
i'm still looking for the one
who truly believes
that love is forever
eternal, infinite
love is everywhere
we are all part of it
love is amazing
the reason we live
the meaning of life
the best we can give
and i'm still looking for the one
who is my best friend
i'm still looking for the one
who knows love without end
and i'm still looking for the one
who loves the way i do
i'm still looking for the one
should i look at you?
guess you didn’t believe me
when I promised forever
guess I’m kind of like a stalker now
believing we belong together
but isn’t that love
and isn’t that truth
the kind we dream of
as innocent youth
the kind of love they write fairy tales about
well this fairy tale is real beyond a doubt
and you know it’s there inside you
even if you never let it out
all my life
I’ve searched for someone like you
all my life
I promised that I’d be true
every song I sing
and everything I do
all my life
I wonder if you ever knew
how much… I love you
all my life
you were the dream in my eyes
all my life
it should come as no surprise
every bell I hear
every smile I wear
all my life
what always carried me through
was how much… I love you
the darkest hours
the crushing blows
the meanest pains
the cruelest foes
the horror story
that no one knows
no matter the trial that tried me
there was always a light to guide me
there was always this love inside me
out of the blue
a promise to love forever
you always helped me remember
the beauty of love me tender
love me true
the gift you gave still gives me every clue
the riddle of life resolved
in how much… I love you
all my life
is how much I love you
all my life
is how much I love you
all my life
and everything I do
all my life
is how much… I love you
I love you
I love you
whispered: (I love you)
I left my heart in your hands
oh so many years ago
and I may be called a fool
to still be so attracted
to your face, it was love
at first site and heaven knows
it never ends unless it pretends
but the truth between friends
is when it’s true love
true love always grows
the first moment I saw you
I lost control of my heart
I was made to adore you
you took my mind apart
and every piece of my being
became putty in your hands
after all these years
did you ever understand?
you gave me away
I did your bidding
you wanted me back
but were you kidding?
it became to intense
as lies always do
and I lost everything
the moment I lost you
I left my soul in your hands
and there it still remains
did you ever really know?
did you ever want me again?
and I may be called a fool
to still be so attracted
to your face, it was love
at first site and heaven knows
it never ends unless it pretends
but the truth between friends
is when it’s true love
true love always grows
the first moment I saw you
I lost control of my heart
I was made to adore you
you took my mind apart
and every piece of my being
became putty in your hands
after all these years
did you ever understand?
i looked into your eyes
and saw beauty deep within
was it all in my mind
or the ultimate win
did i really touch you?
all i know is i still feel
and believe you are the one
and it doesn't change with time
from the first look till now
it's as if the feeling has just begun
so I may be called a fool
to still be so attracted
to your face, it was love
at first site and heaven knows
it never ends unless it pretends
but the truth between friends
is when it’s true love
true love always grows
it was true love for me
but what it was for you
heaven knows
there was only one time
in this life
when I felt completely loved
by someone I wanted deeper
than my consciousness could control
there was only one love
in this life
when fell completely in
and felt completely satisfied
something like a solstice of the soul
it was my rebirth
my place on this earth
was suddenly intense
and everything made sense
because I was in love
with the one in love
with me
there was never more
true love before
amy
and as the years passed
in this life
I tried to fall in love again
but no one understood enough
and my consciousness continued
to search for the one
in this life
who could understand my mind
and make sense of my heart and soul
for rebirth in love requires two
until two become one
the search for love is not done
and there are many who live alone
successful and complete
with no need for the fall in love
no need to go that deep
and I have enjoyed every day
alone in this life
but I still find this dream alive
more than husband and wife
it is a rebirth
a place on this earth
so suddenly intense
that everything makes sense
because we are in love
two become one in love
you see
there must be one more
true love in store
for me
there must be one more
true love in store
for me
is it madness to be true
to the promise i gave you
is it sickness to be sad
over what we might have had
is there something not quite right
with not wanting someone new
am i doing something wrong
to still feel in love with you
how many days must go by
before it becomes an obsession
how many nights must one cry
before it becomes a life lesson
how many weeks, many months, many years
how many wishes on first stars, how many midnight tears
how many prayers must go unanswered, pleas falling on deaf ears
before it's too long to be wanting you - what is the greater fear
being called a fool or madman -
or believing that love can just/simply disappear
is it fantasy to be
this true to this dream in me
is it harmful to be missing
the feel of your lips kissing
is there something not quite good
or am i just misunderstood
tell me what makes true love true
once i thought we knew...
once we swore we knew...
how many times must a heart beat
before it can let go
how many times must a heart break
before the mind must know
how many weeks, many months, many years
how many wishes upon first stars, how many midnight tears
how many unanswered prayers, pleas falling on deaf ears
before it's too long to be wanting you - what is the greater fear
being called a fool or madman -
or believing that you want me to just/simply... disappear
i'd never want you to know this if it doesn't please you
or if my loving you is something you don't want me to do
this is as close as i'll come to your life unless you say
you want me to share more with you today
want me to be in your life today
right or wrong i dream
to be in your life today
i can stay away if you want me to
and i may be a fool or madman but one thing is clear
but i can't believe (i won't believe) that love can just/simply disappear
love cannot, love does not just/simply disappear
it is today
and yesterday
is a million miles away
ten billion years
a moment in our love
it is today
what can i say
i still feel the same way
a trillion tears
cannot wash away love
it is today
and i can still feel the cold rain stinging my face
right here and now
memory is something that nothing can replace
lost in your eyes
as if we can pretend there is a shadow of doubt
i am still there
lost in your eyes and i will never get out
lost in your eyes
the moment i saw you i knew it was the end
lost in your eyes
i'd do anything for you to be anything for you
if we could always be friends
lost in your eyes
i found the secret that everyone else calls divine
lost in your eyes
is where i find myself every time i close mine
and it is today
the music plays
for true love that always stays
infinite fears
cannot deter this love
it is today
beyond the fray
for what all the people pray
we have right here
a moment in our love
it is today
and i can see see the glow of my eyes in yours
right here and now
memory cannot be contained by walls or doors
lost in your eyes
i found every secret answer to my fantasy
and there i am
lost in your eyes for all eternity
lost in your eyes
the moment i saw you i knew it was the end
lost in your eyes
i'd do anything for you to be anything for you
if we could always be friends
lost in your eyes
i found the secret that everyone else calls divine
lost in your eyes
is where i find myself every time i close mine
lost in your eyes
the only place i know i am free
lost in your eyes
the only place i ever found me
the first of december
comes blowing 'round again
the winter chill and freezing rain
this night may never end
what can i say, there's nothing to do
some things we can not control
the memory of your eyes
is still the door to my soul
the first of december
takes me back to a time
when love was all around me
and everything could rhyme
and time moves along, and everything changes
but some thing always feel the same
like the memory that warms my heart
every time i hear your name
it's not that i wish you were here
if that would mean leaving your life
i hope you know comfort with your family
and if you are somebody's wife
my wishes remain for your happiness
let there be that glow still in your eyes
for all the world lit up every time you smiled
like an expected unexpected surprise
the first of december
is your day my friend
the song plays and memory
brings me back again
what can i say, what can we do
some thing we don't want to control
the memory of your smile
is still the door to my soul
and while i loved others, for my love is strong
it still fills my heart with joy to know
the strings of my heart can still play the same song
love is forever, it will always blow
like a thread woven through time, through everything
through all of us and all good we can do
the first of december reminds me of this
and how it all started with you
the first of december
is for memories
for all that has ever been
makes today all it can be
and my soul rests easy
for here it can belong
in love that lasts forever
in love that makes us strong
and together we make the world a better place
reminding everyone love never ends
our families can embrace the truth we know
that love is true and we can all be friends
and those who are afraid to dream
and those who are afraid to love
and those who are afraid to believe
love cannot be wrong
may they find their first of december
may they find where they belong
in love that lasts forever
in love that makes us strong
the first of december
has another song
i may never have been as happy
as when i was lost in the game
working extra hours and going to school
there was no time for any pain
there was no time for the sorrow
that comes from thinking of what's wrong
that comes from thinking of what's missing
that comes from wondering where you belong
but that takes time to think about life
maybe it's better to be so busy living
that you don't have time to think about life
that is when memory is most forgiving
was i influenced by the spector
of the goal everyone calls success
was i overwhelmed by the pressure
of not making life a big mess
was i taken in by responsibility
is that what growing up is about
under the influence of the influenced
the ones who seem to be without a doubt
I may never have been as happy
as when i was so ignorant
that i forgot what i was doing
and just did it, emanuel kant
when i came to believe in can't
can't rock the boat
can't be free
can't follow dreams
can't be me
can't stop running
can't leave the race
can't waste time on
dreams
i must have replaced
dreams
with a smiley face
was i influenced by the spector
of the goal everyone calls success
was i overwhelmed by the pressure
of not making life a big mess
was i taken in by responsibility
is that what growing up is about
under the influence of the influenced
the ones who seem to be without a doubt
and even if it's just a mask
the pretense is success
and maybe that's the true secret
to peace and happiness
I may never have been so happy
as when i was lost in the game
(fade out)
there was a time when I was so inspired
to feel I could not live without
the vision of the one I loved
if I could not touch her every day
I ached all over
it's been so long since I felt that way
I don't know when or how my brain was rewired
to to deal with unfulfilled desire
and accept the isolation
of not knowing a lover's touch
and resting easy
as if I never wanted anything that much
somewhere in my memory is a passion
an uncompromised motivation
the pinnical of sensation
the ultimate inspiration
somewhere along the way
I lost the power to give that power
to someone else
so content with myself
what was once the point of this life
is now something else
is there no need in me anymore
and how can I love as I once knew
the passion that I once knew before
I don't know what's left for me to do
if no one can stimulate me now
to make me want to lose control
and give everything I am
I don't know my life's role
the hopefully hopeful romantic
perfect love
that was my highest goal
now I watch and wonder why
did the losing take it's toll
or is it maturity
feels like insanity
somewhere deep inside is a memory
that inspires me
to still want to find someone
who makes me lose control
I recall when I was physical
how it felt to want someone so much
that being with her was my only goal
thirty nine lashes
one for each year
since I last saw you
since my last tear
though I have been crying
the whole time inside
a lifetime without you
I lived, but I died
it was magical moments of love at first sight
as we fell into each others arms
as if I lived in darkness you were the light
I was helpless to your charms
my body, my soul, my reason was yours
there was nothing I would not do
with you I could open any doors
I was so much better with you
and time can not change the emotion
absence does not diminish devotion
when love is as pure and true as ours was
time and space and everything else was devoured
and all that was left in my mind
as this beacon of love for you to find
I've been loving you all the time
I lived it in rhyme
thirty nine lashes
one for each year
since I last saw you
since my last tear
though I have been crying
the whole time inside
a lifetime without you
I lived, but denied
and wiping my eyes I find
thirty nine lashes
one for each year I resigned
to live in love with you
the highest love we can find
it is not all in my mind
I've been loving you all the time
I loved it in rhyme
thirty nine lashes are mine
proving love is divine
thirty nine lashes mark time
living in rhyme
